So maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm overthinking, or analyzing too much.
But do you ever meet someone, and you can't stop thinking about them?
For (almost) six months.
And no matter how many other people flirt with you, or take you out on dates.. you just can't get over that one person?
And no matter how many other wonderful people you meet.. you just can't stop thinking about him? Nobody really compares to him, actually. There's a lot of great guys out there.. but none that are him.
And you hope & pray, pray all the time that it'll work out. But who knows?