Leaving never gets easier. I think every time I come home that I'm just going to be there and gone. That's sadly not the case. When you go away for a period of time and come back you learn to appreciate the things you have at home in your hometown that you can't get anywhere else.

Where I live you can get tacos on command. I won't get to experience that until I go home again. But, something that has been harder to let go of each time is my friends and family. So, I'm about to get personal and I think everyone in my life deserves this.

So, first, there is one of my best friends, Kenyon. He is the funniest person you will ever meet, but if you've ever met him you wouldn't think he's funny because he doesn't really talk to random people. I don't remember how we met but I've known him since freshman year and ever since I met him he's been like a brother to me. Always telling me things exactly how they are and always there to just talk and laugh with me. I know there are times where I get on him for not doing what I want him to, but I know at the end of the day he's going to get things done. He's going to go far in life as long as he doesn't loose sight of what he wants and what his goals are.

Next is, Amber. She is the light in everyone's life, she will try everything she possibly can to make you smile. I could promise you her heart is made out of pure gold and I thank God for her every day because she truly is a blessing in my life. Amber's smile alone could make anyone's day and I know she thinks she doesn't have everything figured out (who does) but I'm here to support her and her dreams and she is a beautiful person with an even more beautiful soul.

I have a great friend that I wish I had the chance to say 'bye' to but we left at different times. We have had a rollercoaster of a friendship but I appreciate every day that he's still there for me considering all that I've put him through. Frank is caring, funny, and really just a great person. He would give an arm and a leg for the people he cares about and all he really deserves is to be happy. He is the most self-motivated person I have ever met and I'm glad he found the motivation to put himself through school and do what he really wants to be doing and I'm truly proud of the man he's becoming and already is.

Two great life long friends that I really love are Lizbeth and Dishe. I have known these girls for nearly six years. They are the type of friends that you can really tell anything to but we could be together talking about nothing for days. Lizbeth is like the quiet but crazy type; the things she says aren't things you would expect her to say but it's so funny when she does. And Dishe is the type of friend that doesn't care to hurt your feelings with the truth but she really is so caring and sweet. They are people I would never want to loose and I'm glad I've had the pleasure of being their friend for so long.

There is a group of friends that I will forever love to be around and I can't thank them enough for just being so supportive and wanting the best for me and that's Mia, Darius, and Serensa. Mia is so kind and humble about everything in her life. She is someone I have always had love for and connected with because we are the same person *heart eye emoji*. I have never been more proud of Darius and all that he has accomplished despite the many roadblocks that were placed in his way. And I have watched Serensa grow into this great young woman and I'm glad I had the chance to be friends with her because she really is going to do something great.

Then, there is someone that has really stood by my side for as long as I've known her. Abby is so awkward and is so stubborn that I don't even know why I try to help her sometimes. But, I'm glad I've met her and she really is just doing what she wants and though that might not be what everyone sees as the best thing, she knows what she wants and she's going to get there regardless of the people against her.

I am forever thankful to God for bringing these people and much more in my life. Myrtil, Carlos, Darren, Shantae, Leo, Kendria, and Felipe are people I have spent countless hours with and they have shown me what real friendship is.

We may not be as close as we used to be but we're growing up and no matter the time or the distance you're all still people I consider some of my closest friends. I'm here and some of you are there but know I will there for you no matter what it is. I love you all and I want to say sorry for the times that I haven't been such a good friend or failed any of you in any way but you are the best set of people to exist and I hope you all know. Thank you guys and I'm always cheering you on.