Loving with all of your heart. Seems like someone everyone does at some point or another right?

Wrong.

Loving with all of your heart isn’t the same as just loving someone or something. Loving with all of your heart is giving the wrong person that love. It’s giving that wrong person that love, even knowing they don’t deserve it. It’s loving that person despite knowing that they’re just going to hurt you again.

Loving with all of your heart is giving someone a million and two chances, knowing they haven’t changed, but hoping they did. Loving with all of your heart is getting high hopes, yet getting let down and not being surprised. And while you’re not surprised, you’re still hurt…

Loving with all of your heart, is never telling someone no. It’s taking on too many things at once and letting yourself get overwhelmed with responsibility because you just have to be there for everyone. It’s knowing you need to focus on yourself and putting yourself first but putting everyone else before yourself anyway.

Loving with all of your heart is a balancing act.

A balancing act between madly in love and a shattered heart. You are either on cloud nine or in an empty sea of nothing.

Loving with all of your heart is being there for anyone and everyone. Always being that shoulder to cry on without asking for a thing in return. But later finding yourself crying on your own shoulder and desperately and secretly praying for that shoulder in return.

Loving with all of your heart gives you a whole new side to the word pain. Your heart constantly breaking, from higher expectations that you just can’t bring down.

Loving with all of your heart gives you a whole new side to the word love. Giving your all and feeling a kind of happiness that people only see in fairytales. Where you can smile at absolutely nothing and be in a constant content state of joy.

Loving with all of your heart is one of the greatest gifts in the world. You may experience some of the darkest of nights, but nothing is more worth that darkness than seeing the breathtaking sunrise after it ends.