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I Love You This Much

What I'm Too Scared To Tell You In Person

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I need to just say this.

Sometimes you meet a person and you just click- you're comfortable with them like you've known them your whole life and you don't have to pretend to be anyone or anything around them. That's how it is with you. Before we started talking, I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates or love at first sight but I was beginning to believe that very few times in your life if you're lucky, you might meet someone who is exactly right for you. Not because they're perfect, or you're perfect, but because together perfection is created. We balance each other out. And sometimes beautiful things come into our lives out of nowhere. We can't always understand them, but we have to trust in them. I know it's easier to question everything, but sometimes it pays just to have a little faith. And I have faith. I have faith that this connection between us is something real.

I only ever thought there were two kinds of love:

The kind you would kill for and the kind you would die for. But you, you're the kind of love I'd live for.

I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you've said, the way you've looked at me, the things we've laughed about, the moments we've shared, the memories we've made. And when I dream, I dream of you. Because it's about you. It's always about you. And I hope that one day you can see it. The way your smile is infectious. How when you walk into a room the atmosphere just feels lighter. How the way you love the world is how people wish they could love one another. I wish you could see it. How you are SO much more than beautiful.

I need to just say one thing.

Don't you think it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it than to be just okay for your whole life??? Because if so I dare you to take a chance with me. Lose yourself in my love. Sure, there could be a lot to lose, but I promise to death I will prove all my innocent feelings for you.

I'm not giving up. I was always told to never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.

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