Dear Sun,

You’re teasing me, darling. Stop playing hard to get! I think you’ve tortured me enough. I admire you so much and you’ve earned my respect. I will never use or harm you because I genuinely love you. There’s no reason to hide from me anymore. I will treat you right, so please, please come out.

You're my favorite thing to wake up to, and the hardest thing to say goodbye to. I love the warmth and positivity that you bring into my life. I'm just sad over why you left me.

I thought we were on good terms. For the first 18 years of my life when I lived in California, we were perfect. Our relationship just hasn't been the same ever since I moved to Oregon. I don't see you that much anymore.

Where are you? Why are you hiding from me? I always used to see you, and now you come in and out of my life. This is not a healthy relationship for either of us. It's too unstable. You're being too wishy washy. Was it something I did? Was it something I said? Why are you doing this, Sun?

We go through this every year. You hide away from me from October through March. I never even see you. You're only putting half effort into this relationship. Sometimes, I see you in April, May and June. Then you're only here to stay during August and July. During these months, you're the Sun I know and love. Just like old times. I don't see you more often than I do see you. I'm angry about it.

Well now, it's May. In California at this time, you would've been around for maybe a month or two. So, where are you at now? I'm waiting... you can come out at any time. Seriously...

We had a fantastic time together about a week ago, but then you left me. And now the skies are gray, gray, and more gray. In frickin' May. Why? I love you so much. Don't break up with me. Please come back to me.

Sincerely,

The one who loves you the most