You lost her. It wasn't easy for her to walk away, but you lost her.
You lost the girl who would have done anything for you.
You lost the girl who looked at you like you were her whole world. She was the girl who looked at you as though you could do no wrong. She defended you. She stood up for you. She fought for you.
You lost the girl with the kind eyes and strong smile. The one who was going to put you above everyone else. She was there for you when no one else was, any hour of the day, any day of the week. Although her life was a mess and she had bigger things to deal with, she worried about you before herself.
You lost the girl who always had open arms. She was ready to take on the world by your side. She let you in and for her that was a big deal. She was ready to travel and explore with you. To her, the sky was the limit. She thought you agreed but then you lost her.
You started to open up to her. She was someone you could trust. Your family loved her. She babysat your cousins. She celebrated birthdays, holidays, and anniversaries with you. You made so many memories with her, but those weren't enough.
You lost her when you decided that she wasn't enough. When you thought that someone else could be better. Maybe you thought you'd find someone prettier, more interesting, or more compassionate to replace the girl who was giving you her whole world.
But what you lost, was the girl who could be both. She was the girl who could be pretty at the party on Friday and cute and cuddly on Saturday morning. The girl who would make you breakfast in the morning and talk to you about your day.
You lost her when you decided not to fight for her. You took the easy way out and you lost her. You got comfortable and stopped appreciating what you had right in front of you. You got distracted by the things that you wanted and forgot about the things that you needed. But either way...
You lost her.
She opened her eyes and realized that she deserves the world too. She deserves someone to fight for her the way she always fought for you. She deserves someone to look at her like she's someone's whole world. She thought that you were the one who could do that but you weren't so you lost her.
I hope you made the right choose because if not, it's too late. You already lost her.
You lost the girl who would have given you the world.