You don't know how often you are thought of or how much you are loved. I never got the chance to thank you for being not only my friend, but the best friend I've ever had.

Anytime I texted you day or night, you responded. No matter how stupid, funny, serious, happy, or sad it was. You listened to my problems, gave me advice or words of wisdom, & made me laugh. I always felt better talking to you. You made me feel like I was the life of the party, like I was wanted at each event. You put up with my nonsense and sometimes even laughed. You talked to me about life and the importance of it all. You told me it didn't matter what a person did or where they worked; what mattered is how kind they were to others. You showed that every single day.

I wanted you to know how much you were loved. You were more than selfless. You had the biggest heart and the best laugh. You never once criticized me, we never fought, you never made me feel like I was annoying or a burden. Day or night you were there. You cared about everyone. You didn't know how much of an impact you made on others. You were worried about meeting expectations, but you exceeded them in my eyes because you were a good person. Too good to stay here.

Sometimes you are talked about when something funny happens or we are reminiscing. Sometimes tears are shed because you are missed. Sometimes I feel that you are watching over me or listening, or even laughing at my senselessness. The point is, no matter what happened or what ever happens, I love you best friend. I hope you know that not a day goes by where I don't think of you. Everyday I want to talk to you and laugh at whatever you’re sendin’

Love,

Fants