I am moving in slow motion
As if I'm being rewound
I continue to search
But what I'm looking for cannot be found
What I desire is no secret
I have made it rather clear
I'm reaching blindly in the dark
And you are nowhere near
I've longed for you since we parted
I got scared and ran away
Instead of trying once more
I decided I should not stay
I've realized what I had
Now that you are gone
And now my only choice
Is to give up and move on
Being screamed at and abused
Is better than being ignored
You used to let me in
But now you've locked the door
But I'll sit here waiting
Even in the pouring rain
Because being without you;
There is no greater pain