Hey Angel,

Can you hear me? I really miss you, you know that right? How is it up there with everyone? Are you safe? You promise you would let me know if you weren't safe right?

I went into your room today. It smells just like you. Your hair spray & perfume fill the air. Your paintings all along the floor. You were so talented. Paint us something for the world to see up there okay? Make sure everyone can see what you have to offer so don't hold back.

I think about you everyday. Did you know that? Do you see everything I have accomplished since you have been gone? It hasn't been easy without you right by my side. There were times where I thought I wouldn't make it here without you. At times it still doesn't feel real like you are just going to pop up at any minute. It's still really hard to accept you're gone, you know? Will it get easier? What does the big man have to say about this?

I promise I will keep the family safe. I know I have big shoes to fill. Don't worry about our baby cousins, okay? They are in my care but just promise to keep us all safe & wrap your giant wings around us. Keep me strong okay? The family really needs me now. I know your here with us everyday & just know that we will never forget that.

I miss you so much you know that right? But I love you even more. I'm trying really hard for you, I promise. I know all is well with your soul sweet angel.

I'll see you again one day but until then keep flying high.