To You Who Loves More,
I know where you are in life. I know you have reached a point in your life where you respect and love yourself that you want to give a person that same love and respect. Unfortunately, you keep finding people that think you're too much, which is in no way a bad thing, they just get too intimidated that you know exactly what you want and where you're going in life.
I know you also feel a mix between thinking that everyone is the same and that each individual has potential to be different. Personally, no matter how many guys or girls screw you over, do not "give up" on the male or female population. Each person you meet does have the potential to be different if they choose not to run away and it is not fair to judge someone and not put your whole heart into something just because you've been hurt in the past.
Do not apologize or ever think you're wrong for loving someone "too much". Even though this can cause you pain, I still wholeheartedly believe this is one of my best qualities. Yes, I realize it hurts, but if someone does not appreciate the way you love them and cannot handle what you bring to the table, then that's their own fault, it isn't you, you are not "too much to handle" and if someone really believes you are, then know you can do much better.
It is important to not let inner voices influence us into falling into something that we don't necessarily believe, and by that I mean, don't change yourself and how much you love for the sake of "saving yourself the heartache".
If you feel like you're always the one loving more, embrace it. It is a beautiful thing to know that even though your feelings may get you heartbroken sometimes, you still always find the light in people and love them for who they are. It sounds like a broken record that I'm sure you've all heard before, but some day someone will actually be worth it and it sucks that even though you are so loving with everyone you may encounter, those people are meant to lead you where you're supposed to be.
Sincerely,
The One That Loves More
