Dear Mommom, Poppop, Grandma and Grandpa,

There are so many things that I wish I could've said to you before you left this world.

Grandma, I wish I would've been able to meet you and Grandpa. Even though I never got to meet both of you, I want to let you know that I love you with all my heart. Words can't describe how much I would have loved to meet you. Grandpa, same for you about what I said to Grandma. I hope you are both proud of me for who I have become so far. Poppop, words can't describe how much I miss you. I was so little when you left me. I didn't know what was going on. I'm sorry I never got to properly say goodbye to you. I didn't want you to leave me the way you did. I wanted you to live forever with Mommom and see me graduate high school and go to college. I wanted you to be able to see me get my first job and get married and meet your great-grandchildren. I miss and love you so much. Mommom, you always used to joke around with me because I was terrified of going to funerals ever since Poppop had passed. I miss our sleepovers together. We would have so much fun playing games together. We always would play war together and neither of us would win. You taught me how to play most of the games that I know how to play today. You always knew what I liked whether it was toys, games, food, clothes, everything. We always had our routines on the weekends. I'm so glad that you got to see me go to prom and perform in my first dance competition. You got to see me the day I graduated. Everybody that saw me when I walked in the building was congratulating me. You were so happy to see me that day. You were so happy that day that I got my first real job as a CNA. You always would ask if I was still working. I held that job out for 10 months for you. I'm going to school for what i love to do.

I hope you are all proud of the woman I am becoming today. Everything I do is for all of you and my parents. Thank you for giving me the best parents I could ever ask for. You raised them amazing and they raised me amazingly. I don't know what I would do without them. I'm gonna be another year older this year and I hope that this next year and the rest of my life, I make you proud and I hope that you are never ashamed of what I do. I hope you are all dancing and singing everyday in Heaven. Someday I will see you again. The day that I get to see you all, I will be running to you. Say hi to Sascha and all of our family members for me. I just want you all to know that I miss you so much. I love you.

Sincerely,

Your Granddaughter