Dear former best friend,

How did this happen? We used to be so close. I remember a time when we were like Blair and Serena, not perfect but still best friends. You were the only person I could be weird and awkward around because you were the same way. Everything seemed perfect in our friendship. But sometimes what seems perfect can fall apart too, right? I guess it's true because that's what happened to us.

We went from talking about being in each other's weddings and our families living next to each other and traveling the world with each other to not even speaking to each other at all. How does someone go from being best friends with someone to barely knowing them?

I guess I just don't understand what happened. I know that we both have to live our lives and maybe we are going in different directions right now, but why does that mean we have to be strangers? Even when Blair and Serena were fighting or weren't friends anymore, they still loved and cared for each other. We used to be the friends that didn't even let distance phase us, but now something has separated us and I don't think things will ever go back to normal.

So was our friendship really like Serena and Blair's if you're able to just drop me the way that you did? I don't know. However, I do know that you will always have a special place in my heart. Because at one time you were my soulmate, sister, best friend, and shoulder to cry on. And I was all of those for you.

My hopes for you:

I hope that God continues to bless you life with many opportunities. I hope that he gives you strength in every situation. I hope he surrounds you with people who love you. And I hope that he gives you a new best friend. I hope he gives you someone who loves you even when you snort because you're laughing so hard. I hope he gives you a best friend who loves cats as much as you, who will be just as weird and crazy as you are, who will go to the beach and watch sunsets/sunrises with you, who will get random cookie cakes with you, and who will still love you even when you accidentally get a flock of seagulls to attack you two.

But I hope you never forget all of the memories we had. I hope when you think of me that you think of all the great times we had and I hope you know that I will always love you. I hope you know that you will always have a friend in me and that no matter how long we go without talking, I will always be there for you.

And remember, even though we aren't close anymore and we aren't speaking anymore, you will always be my Serena and I will always be your Blair.

You know you love me

Xoxo

Your ex best friend