Dear Social World,
Hello, this is one of the most awkward teenagers to ever live. Awkwardness is something that is an everyday struggle for me. I am an extremely friendly person but sometimes, I have no idea what to say. When I'm around people I don't know, I tend to get really nervous and start to panic. I don't know why I was cursed with this social deficiency but, hey, here I am.
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I don't want people to think I don't want to talk to them but sometimes I have no idea what needs to come out of my mouth. It is so difficult for me to go into situations where I don't know anyone and try to talk to new people. When I first got to college, everything was about "ice-breakers." I'm all about getting to know someone but this forced activity is one that I dread every single time. After you tell them your name, what your major is, and what your hobbies are, that's the end. Where do you go from there? That's all I wanted to know so I never know how to continue the conversation unless it's something I am really interested in. However, that barely ever happens. These games never seem to bring any positive outcomes and you usually just go on your merry way after that painfully awkward encounter. It's a struggle.
So, here I am. Admitting to whoever is reading this that I am an awkward teenage girl. Over time, I think this will change. Entering into the real world and having to talk to a multitude of new people is going to definitely help me break out of my shell more. Yet, I am still trying to avoid that because of my fear. I don't really let my awkward attitude stop me from going to new places with my friends but it is always something that's in the back of my mind. There is no chance that I am the only one who has an awkward approach on some parts of life. It's part of growing up and becoming a real person. I am just here to say that you are not alone. Let's all be awkward together.
Sincerely,
One of many
