Do you love me? Well, obviously not because you never met me. Do I love you? Well, I don't know who you are yet, but I love the idea of you. I may be picky, but once I meet you, I know some of my fears I have held onto may slip away.

Hopefully, you are someone who lets me keep my morals and treats me with respect. You joke with me all the time, but I know deep down you want me to be happy. I want a normal secure life, and with you, I will have all the things both of us have dreamed of. The person I have been evolving into is to make you happy, even though I don't know you yet.

I am insecure, but once I meet you, I know you will help my insecurities fade away. I work hard to achieve great things for myself, but I will want you to be proud of me as I will be proud of you.

I am not an emotional person, but the only way I can get my more sappy thoughts out is through writing. I may not be the best at looking into a man's eyes and saying, "I love you", but if I smile when I am with you and go out of my way to help you, that means "I love you". I don't want someone to compliment me 24/7 or tell me sweet things all the time. I believe actions speak louder than words. I'll know it's love when I don't need to be with you but when I want to be with you.

I know someday I will meet you, but until then, I have my family and friends to continue to impress daily. I am so picky because I know you are out there and I am willing to wait for whoever you are.