Trigger warning: sensitive topic
I want you to know you're valuable. I believe you. Your story matters. Your voice matters.
You are not responsible.
On that note I want people to understand that no means no. IF and WHEN someone says no that is respected and you leave them alone. You do not push, you do not insist, that is clear, and you leave them.
You do not have to talk about it unless you want to. You do not have to report it unless you want to. You have lost so much, and I want you to know you still have a choice in every single thing you do.
You are a survivor. Please, however, keep in mind your mental health.
The National Sexual Assault Hotline is 1-800-656-4673