I am weak
I am hopeless
I am faithless
I am tired
I am lost
Without you I am alone
But I refuse to acknowledge
your presence in my life
Because I am determined
to fix myself on my own
I am your masterpiece
A machine only you know how to work
You know my words before they are spoken
My thoughts before they are formed
My strengths my weaknesses
My vices and my passions
I cannot escape your love
I cannot escape your grace
Even though it is glaring in my face
Every day you are with me
But I still feel alone
I have tried too long to run from you
But I am done
I cannot handle this life without you
I am giving up
and giving my pain to you
Hold me and make me stronger
Lead me to where I need to be
Because right now I cannot see
I am blinded by own ignorance
I am letting go
and I am letting YOU take hold of my life again.