It's not so much that I keep falling behind, or I'm trapped in a snare.
I just continue to bring up my past convictions and tangle them up with the life I'm living.
When life is showing me I should have left my garbage way back there!
I can choose to hold on to what is killing me, so the addiction can never die.
Til the only thing that's left in me, is what was deteriorating from inside.
Or I take responsibility of each star in my sight.
This is my one shot, my one life, my one time to shine.
I'd rather give my life to the world then to consume it for my own personal fix.
I'd rather build a bridge for my people, rather than cling to an addiction and possessions before I die.
All I know is that i have to learn from my past what is right and wrong.