I'm in the middle of something I am terrified to ruin. My best friend has shown me so much loyalty, kindness, and most importantly what a good human is supposed to be. There has been no judgement. He has helped me through quite a lot of hardships. We moved in together and things are still great.

Most recently we started having sex. For me, there is no emotion involved. I know that may sound insane for some people. Scratch that, a lot of people would think that sounds impossible. I think if I were emotionally stable it might work, but I would NEVER want to lose his friendship. It means the world to me.

He says he is on the same page, but lately I've been feeling a different sort of energy from him. I'm not sure if he just wants to stop having sex and doesn't quite know how to tell me, or he has grown feelings. I know I will have to push it out of him soon, but it makes me heart race just thinking about if he has grown fonder.

Therefore, this is where I ask the question, "can a female and male just be friends even after intercourse"? Either way we will have to figure something out cause we will be living together until next February. I hope our selfishness hasn't ruined what could be a truly beautiful friendship...