I’m running out of things to write about. I feel like I’m the most boring person in the world, I don’t have anything interesting to write about! I always get super bad writer’s block, but when I get to writing, it just writes itself.

This time is different, I’m seriously struggling to figure out what to write about! I overanalyze everything and worry about whether or not people are going to judge me for what I write about and share online. I get very self-conscious when it comes to my writing. It can be personal, and I’m sharing things about my life that I haven’t really talked about all that much.

Sometimes, I just need to ramble on and on until I get to something that I want to write about. Writing is hard! I am jealous of those people who have something new and cool to write about every week. I don’t have any cool experiences to write about – literally all I do with my life is homework.

I started a new volunteer experience on Friday. I’ll be at the Lewis-Clark Early Childhood Program here in Lewiston. I’m really excited! I love being around kids more than anything, so this is going to be a really great experience for me. Even if I’m just filing papers, as I was doing on Friday, it will be alright with me because I know I’ll be making a difference, even if it is in a pretty small way.

As I look back, this is the most random thing I’ve ever written. There’s not even a theme whatsoever! You know, maybe I just needed to ramble on for this week’s article, then I can have a fresh start for next week. I always try to look up ideas online, but I can never really find anything that I am interested in writing about.

The only thing I can write about that’s going on in my life is how much homework I’m doing. I go pretty much all day, every day each week, going to class and meetings. The only other thing I really can do is do homework. That’s what my friends and I do when we hang out. Either that or go to Dutch Bros or McDonald's.

Next week I promise to have something more focused to write about. But for now, this is what’s going on in my mind.