Let me begin by saying that I am not a vulnerable person, but you seem to get the best of me when it comes to my emotions. You just seem to understand what I'm feeling and have the perfect cure for when I'm blue. I know it has been awhile since we last saw each other, but I need to tell you how much I miss you.
Being so many miles away from you is tough because I long for everything about you. I miss the way you look, the way you smell. I miss how comfortable you made me feel under any circumstances. When I was surrounded by you, I felt home. You created a peace within me that I never knew was possible. Opening my eyes to so many possibilities, you gave me hope.
Your perfection was hard to say "goodbye" to. Granted we spent every day together for ten incredible months, I was bound to find one of your flaws. Even still, I never got tired of our time together. As each minute ticked by, the smile on my face grew a little wider and my heart filled with a little more love for you. I couldn't imagine my life without you.
Each day I spent
dazzled by you, I learned something new. I saw that adventure was
waiting for me out there in this big, beautiful world. I looked past
the frontier, over the mountains, and experienced the pleasure of
seeing different lives outside of my own. I danced with princesses
and learned to dream with fantasy filled thoughts. I hoped for
tomorrow, seeing how astonishing the future could be. But most
importantly, I always had a middle ground to collect myself and
analyze all the knowledge you brought to me.
With you, I was
never bored, nor did I ever feel unwanted. You loved me through it
all, even when I would just stand at the beginning of Main Street USA
and stare at how handsome and beautiful you are. It was always hard
to get alone time with you, but we managed through. While I was frantically coming to see you at 3 p.m., pushing my way through the crowd, it never
bothered me at all. Why? Because I knew you were holding a special place for me. The magic you created, even with thousands upon
thousands of people near you, was enough for this girl.
On my last night
with you I began crying my eyes out watching 'Wishes' for the millionth time,
I whispered something that I wasn't sure if you heard above the awe
of the crowd. I told you that this wasn't our goodbye, but a "see
you real soon." I hold that promise near to my heart because I know
how much truth it holds. Leaving you was one of the hardest things I
have ever had to do, but I don't regret it. You will always have a
special place in my heart, even when the years go by and we are not
connected physically with each other.
Please don't ever
lose your magic, and please don't ever forget me. I know you have
had so many others before me, but our time together is a treasure I
will take with me wherever I go in this life. I miss you, Magic
Kingdom... And I love you.