Sounds
Wham.
That’s the sound of my confidence shattering.
Pow.
A Blow to my sense of self.
AAAHHH-here comes the sadness
What I want to do:
Crash into a stranger’s arms
Hoping to fill a hole in my heart
Apathy is my only form of self defense.
It’s a defense mechanism to protect the soft side of myself
I would like to self destruct and fall into a stranger's arms for protection but it would not be smart at this point
An introvert with a stranger
That is a recipe for disaster
That’s why I do things alone.
My self esteem and confidence won’t take a beating
I am the only one who can bring myself up