Sounds

Wham.

That’s the sound of my confidence shattering.

Pow.

A Blow to my sense of self.

AAAHHH-here comes the sadness

What I want to do:

Crash into a stranger’s arms

Hoping to fill a hole in my heart

Apathy is my only form of self defense.

It’s a defense mechanism to protect the soft side of myself

I would like to self destruct and fall into a stranger's arms for protection but it would not be smart at this point

An introvert with a stranger

That is a recipe for disaster

That’s why I do things alone.

My self esteem and confidence won’t take a beating