I'm craving a friend

Not just any friend

But someone who will actually listen to what I have to say

In this generation that only cares about materialistic things

We often forget that it's the genuineness and honesty of a person that's worth more than all you can own

We forget there are people like that out there in the world

And we choose the wrong people to be friends with

Resulting in unhappiness and broken hearts

I miss my grandma because she knew me

The real me

She would play with me

Take me places

She had the patience to deal with me

She would let me sleep in her bed with her when I was sad

She would try and make me food

She knew how to make me smile

And most of all she loved me

I don't know if I'll ever find someone like her

I hope I do

But for now I'm an emotional wreak and I don't know how to feel

I don't wanna be this way

Sometimes I feel empty

I get scared no one will love me like my grandma did

I miss her,

The one genuine friend I ever had