We can call this a love story, but really it was a life lesson. It taught me what I deserve. It taught me that nothing was wrong with my expectations.

I spent too much of my time being your Tinkerbell. I would do anything for you, including sacrificing myself to be there for you. I was at your every call. I would fill with angry and jealously watching you give other girls the attention that I deserve. (Which now I know it was because I wasn’t of any significance to you.)

I ask myself “why?”. Why did I sit back and feel caged? The answer was I was willing to do anything to be able to fly with you. I wanted the adventure and the thrill of experiencing life with you. When in reality I can fly on my own. For I have my own set of wings, that I did not believe in myself enough to experience.

For you were Peter Pan and I expected too much from someone who didn’t think of anyone but themselves. You were on a mission to do life with you in mind. You weren’t willing to think of others or enjoy life with someone else. For you were stuck in Neverland and unwilling to grow up. You couldn’t and wouldn’t do life without the rest of your “lost boys”.

If it wasn’t chasing an adventure it wasn’t in your plan. For I, wanted something stable and that wasn’t in your plan. You lived life day by day, without any plan of the future. I went along with it, and waiting for the minute that you decided we could converse.

I’ve learned that there is so much to life when you realize your self worth. You can do anything you want if you believe in yourself. I believed in others the way I should of believed in myself. In the end, I learned that I was capable of anything as long as I escaped from Neverland.