I know that there are many different ways to make up your mind, but for some reason, I can't land on just one of those ways.

I wish I could just pick something as easy as dinner on my nights out, or the color of a top to try on, or whether I should take my break from work or skip lunch.

I have days where I feel my decisions are already made for me, but not by me. I want to be able to decide what to do.

This isn't a small problem for me. I always have this anxiety that what I decide is going to end up being positive or negative in its aftermath. It's truly a horrible mentality because it only makes me more indecisive. I end up second-guessing myself and it makes me more doubtful of what I'm deciding.

If I was ever in a life-or-death situation and an evil villain was like "you gotta choose. your best friend or your husband" I'd be in an endless world of turmoil and I'd end up dying. So... It's safe to say that I am not responsible enough to be put into decision-making positions.

All joking aside, I want to be a bit more decisive, so I'm going to start writing down my decisions and my outcomes to be certain of myself and my actions. It'll help me with future decisions and it'll help me feel more grounded with my ideas.

If you're struggling with something similar, write things down. It's the best way to figure things out. As soon as you see it in black and white, you can take yourself and your decisions seriously. I know I'll start to.