I've really tried to steer clear of letting myself be vulnerable to my feelings. I have been so scared that I would only find myself hurt and sad all over again. This has been me being weak, not strong. Thinking that if I pretended to not have feelings, to not be human, that it would somehow protect me. With this being said, I am writing this open letter to whoever. In the case that you find yourself falling in love with me, here's what you might want to prepare for.
If you fall in love with me, please be kind. I know sometimes I talk too much. I know I might invade your personal space. I'll more than likely do this at the wrong time, when it'll annoy you most, too.
If you fall in love with me, listen to me. When I have too much to say and ramble on about my day, just listen. I don't open up to just anyone. Please don't make me feel like I need to keep to myself.
If you fall in love with me, fall in like with me, too. Don't fall in love with me just because you want to fall in love right now. Fall in love with me because you liked me first. If you're going to love me, love the things that make me me.
If you fall in love with me, let me love you. Please don't make me feel like I'm too much. When I'm clinging onto you for too long or say I love you too many times within an hour, just let me. Don't make me feel sorry for loving you.
If you fall in love with me, understand me. Learn about all my fears, all my soft spots. Acknowledge that I'm a little sensitive to certain things, that I'm really scared of other things. Please don't use these to your advantage and hurt me.
If I fall in love with you, I promise to try my best, too.