The ominous voice inside my head, telling me that I'm inadequate.

The voice lingers inside my head, haunting me like a bad dream.

Debilitating my mind and halting any future successes.

I think to myself, "If they can do it, why can't I?" But not in a good way.... More of a, "what the hell is wrong with me?" way.

I am my biggest obstacle... my mind is my biggest hinderance. It tells me daily how much of a failure I am and how I can't succeed.

How do you rewire you rewire your brain? How do you stop that voice, when it's been the only voice for so long.

I do not want to sound too woe is me, because I know theoretically I have as good a chance as anyone, I just can't get past the beginning and into the hard parts. I'll get the high of starting something new, but in the back of my mind, I know I won't succeed because of myself. It happens every single time I try something new. I just want to feel more out of life because right now, I am stagnant and unfulfilled.