I know you are no longer good for me. You probably never were.
I wanted you more than I had ever wanted someone in my entire life.
You used me up until I couldn't feel anything again. I am numb again. I never wanted to feel this way again.
I feel like I have to start all over again. Is this what it's like every time you give yourself to someone?
I don't know where to begin? I don't know if this is what I should be doing. Should I be walking away from this? Should I just be happy with what I am getting. Step back and realize not every person loves the same. It's just not enough for me.
I want more "i care about you"s.
I want more affection.
I want more time.
& he wants to be alone.
I think this is it. I have to call it. I should have never went back the last time.
I guess loving someone isn't enough to save anything if both aren't giving 100%.