December 1st through December 7th is Crohns and Colitis Awareness Week here in the United States. This week is important week, and I encourage everyone to become IBD Visible.

Growing up, I was a shy and awkward little girl. I had buck teeth, and huge round glasses. I had a happy life, and a shy, quiet personality. I focused on school, and kept to myself. I was never a bad person, I was a person who worried about myself, my friends and my family. I didn't go out of my way to make others comfortable, I just lived in my own bubble.

I was diagnosed with Crohns Disease when I was fifteen years old, and my world was flipped upside down and inside out. I retreated into myself; isolating the entire world. When I was sick, I couldn't do anything. My bed became my permanent residence. I didn't see my friends for weeks on end. The doctors office became an every other day trip.

Now, as a young adult, and a senior in college, I've grown. I've changed. I've learned. My disease changed me. For a while, I viewed that change in a negative light. The disease is gross; I constantly hid the disgusting symptoms from everyone in my life, embarrassed and ashamed. I've just recently begun viewing these changes in a more positive way. My disease does not define me; but it has molded me.

Crohns disease has taught me that everyone has a story, and everyone is fighting a battle, even if you can't see it. Crohns can be categorized as an invisible illness, where as a lot of the symptoms aren't visible. Often times, people are shocked to find out that I suffer from a chronic illness that affects my life every single day. Be kind; people need it.

Crohns has also taught me how strong I am. By breaking me down to my weakest and forcing me to fight back up; I have learned how much I can really handle.

Crohns has taught me about many other illnesses, such as lupus, ulcerative colitis and psoriasis. Often times these illnesses have shared side effects, and I am able to empathize with other sufferers of these illnesses.

Crohns has helped me get involved in charity. I have worked with the Crohns and Colitis Foundation of America for many events, including the Take Steps Walk, and the Team Challenge program. I have raised almost $8,000.00 to go towards research and a cure for these diseases, in a short three to four years since becoming involved.

Crohns, you welcomed yourself into my life without no invitation. But, I'm learning to appreciate you; you have made me stronger, smarter, and more caring. You will never define me, but thank you for teaching me.