Sometimes, it’s flowers and chocolate
Sweet
Butterflies fluttering
Hidden smiles and shy waves
Wandering eyes.
Sometimes, it’s hugs and kisses
Discreet
Stuttering lips and fleeting looks
Darker than underground caves, yet
Prettier than clear blue skies.
Sometimes, it’s heaven and bliss
Heat
Rising to my cheeks
Closer and closer you get
Until I close my eyes.
But.
Sometimes, it’s hurt and pain
A feat
To get through the weeks
Memories of when we met
The lows and highs.
Sometimes, it’s unbearable and insufferable
Sleet
And snow on a sunny day
Beating down on me
Till it renders me unable.
Sometimes, it’s too much and too hard
Bleak
It will get better is what everyone says
But I am drowning in the sea
Unstable.
I cannot live without you
I cannot try
I cannot
I cannot go another day so
I will join you in your heaven and bliss.