Heartbeat: A poem
Thump…
Thump Thump…
Thump Thump Thump…
One…
Two…
Three…
It’s still there
Steady and going
Thank God
I thought I lost you for a minute
And I was so scared
More than I had ever been
I started to count the beats
Like those in my favorite songs
And for every thud and thump I heard
I remembered
Every memory we ever shared
All the times you made me laugh
The hugs you would give me to stop the tears
The feel of my hand in yours giving me strength
The pride I felt when you smiled at me
The number of times you said I love you
The number of times I said it back
I could not stop thinking
About how much I didn’t want to lose you
Not now
Not ever
So even though I wasn’t there when it happened after I heard I started to count
My heartbeats
Because as long as my heart is still going...
Yours’s is too
No power in this world could stop my heart from beating for you
You’re my go to person
My best friend
My father
My dad
And I love you
So please whenever you lose hope
Fall
Give up
Quit
Or fail
Count
Count your heartbeats
And even though I may not be there you will still be able to hear it
Maybe quietly at first
But it’s there
Thump…
Thump Thump…
Thump Thump Thump…
My heartbeat
Our heartbeats are like a dance
As long as we keep dancing
Nothing can stop us
So, dance
Jump
Run
Scream
Shout
Laugh
Cry
And smile
Because guess what?
I can still hear your heartbeat
Author's Note!!!
I wrote this because last Sunday my dad had a massive heart attack. I was scared out of mind from the fear of loosing him. My dad is my best friend and I can not imagine a world without him. This poem helped me cope with those feelings and I hope it does the same for anyone else who has experienced something similar. So dad if your reading this just know that no words can describe just how much I love you. But I love you dad and I'm glad your okay.
With Love,
Abby