Last week, my aunts came to visit and they asked me if I had had any boyfriends during my first year of school.
I responded "No, not really. I love hanging out with my friends that I would never want to ditch them for a guy."
My aunts responded with "Then I guess you haven't found anyone interesting enough."
I realized that this was 100% true. I have not found anyone interesting enough to pick them over my friends.
I have had my fair share of boyfriends and things, and they have been gone within a month to 6 months. They ended because I got bored. But the truth is that I never wanted to be a position where I was forced to pick between hanging out with my friends or some guy. I have not found anyone interesting enough to do that, and if I were to do that it would be because they were interesting.
So many guys are so boring. They care too much about what people think that they can't even create themselves. They have to go with the crowd, which I absolutely hate and that's usually when it ends. Some guys are different than the last, but then they lie or hurt me. And I am tired of being tricked, lied to, and hurt by these boys.
Someone interesting would be someone I had never met before. I am not saying that I have never been in love because I have, but he just didn't love me back. I loved him because he was interesting and I could hold an intelligent conversation with him. But he didn't love me back.
I want to find someone interesting enough to love and someone who loves me back, just like everyone else.