Hey readers! The theme for this week's poem is choosing your happiness against all odds. Life is never something that is easily navigated. However, I wrote this with the intention to give someone else hope to accomplish whatever they set their mind to. Whatever you feel when you think about what makes you happy, hold on tight and don't let go. You're worth it. Many happy vibes to you all!
In the distance, I see it
Is it a figment of my imagination
Or is it something reality gave to me willingly?
I pondered why I would have such illusions
Why something like this would come about
It bothers me in slight
That what I wanted was really in sight
My mind goes into overdrive
It spins like a plane's engine
I stare blankly into the sky
And begin to wonder once more: 'how? Why?'
Isn't it a shame that when ideal things happen
We try to think about how they could
Like our own happiness is misunderstood
I winced a bit and held my breath for a beat
If I was going to make this come true,
There was little room for retreat
I walked cautiously to that glimmer
The light that stood in the dark
With shaky hands, I held out into that bright space
And like a moth to the flame, felt a heated embrace
It was strange and new
Perplexed on what I should do,
I closed my eyes and walked further in
The coziness of it all
Began to register within
I wanted to stay here awhile
Visualize what I had been seeking
Without me ever speaking, I heard something say
'Hold on to this feeling, even when you feel it's fleeting.'
From whom the voice came, I couldn't say
But, yes, implanting this emotion seemed a promising way
I thought about how cold I felt before
How many times I kicked myself down
And just like a downpour
A tear trickled on my face without a sound
Holding on to more than the feeling was needed
My happiness shouldn't be released
On bated breath, I pause and choose
The happiness I was afraid to lose