Growing up because harder each day. Life continually throws curves balls towards us in every aspect of life.
When I was younger, Playing dolls was life. Going outside was a daily thing. Being my mom's little tag along buddy was the best. Boys were just friends. Christmas was more exciting. Things were simple and easier as a child.
Growing up came upon me very quickly. Cell phones were never important to me until I reached the age of "omg he's cute" or when the "clicks" became a thing. Bras were never important. Fixing my hair was never important. Making sure I looked good or was in style was never important. None of those things were important to me until I started to become a teenager.
Growing up is hard. Growing up comes with responsibility and challenges. Being the sweet innocent kid was me for a while until I decided to come out of my comfort zone. Which I do not regret. The smallest things did not matter to me when I was young, but they do now. I care too much about stupid boys. I care too much about a lot of things. I think most of us girls do today. No one ever told me that life is going to be easy, because it isn't. The tears I used to cry when I was younger were over a boo-boo, not a boy or a test. Crazy how our feelings enhance right? We all started off as kids who could care less about someone loving them, and now we spend nights wondering or hoping that our crush realizes us.
In life, we make choices either right or wrong. We make mistakes. It is apart of growing up. Everything you do in your life has a purpose, and you might think "why though" but trust me everything happens for a reason. We all miss those younger and easier days. But one day the stress you are having right now, will not last for long.