I guess since I'm bad at this I really don't know where to start.

Goodbyes aren't really my thing and I mean, no one really LIKES goodbyes, but some people handle them better than most. Me, on the other hand, not so much. It's really not even that I can't handle them, I just don't know how to react to them. It's not that I'm an emotional wreck, because I probably won't even shed a tear. But it's not that I'm heartless either, because goodbyes do make me sad. So I guess this is my way of saying goodbye.

I feel like I should start off with a thank you.

Thanks for always being there for me. I'm certain that even when I'm gone you'll continue to be someone that I can lean on, and for that, I'm eternally thankful. I know that I can always trust you with my rants and lean on you when I feel like life is beating me down. Thanks for the constant love and support, I don't think I'd be where I am without you.

It might not seem like it, but I really will miss you more than I could ever explain. I might not cry about it or mention it very often, but know that even if I'm too stubborn to admit it, I'll be lost without you. I'll miss your constant laughter and the endless amount of love that you have for me. I'll miss going on fast food runs more often than we probably should. I'll miss sitting on the couch next to you and binge watching whatever we want. I'll miss praying with you on Sunday mornings and relaxing on Sunday nights. But mostly I'll just miss you. I'll miss the sound of your voice and smile that greets me every time I see you.

But don't forget that I'll be back. Even if I leave now, you'll always be home to me, and I'll always come home. Phone calls will become more frequent and I'll get excited to hear what's going on in your life. At times I'll be stressed and busy, but even when it feels distant, know that I'm not too far away.

I'm really looking forward to this next part of my life, and I'm excited to have you by my side as I go through it.

I know I might make it seem easy, but I know that goodbyes are hard..especially when I'm bad at them. So goodbye from the one who's bad at goodbyes, I'll miss you.