Throughout the past few weeks and months, I have been thinking a lot about the plan that God has for my life. For so long, I thought it was teaching. But I came to realize that I was wrong. Teaching is not what God has planned for me anymore.

I have struggled with the GKT for at least a year, and I started to get frustrated and doubt that God even had a plan for my life. I questioned Him, and myself. I started to lose sight of my future and lived in the fear that I was not going to make it.

In the past few days, I have spent so much time immersed in the Word, and prayer. I am decided to take the leap of faith and change my major to journalism. I don't really know what I am going to do with this major, but I am trusting that when God closes a door He is going to open a window for me. I know that He won't leave me in the dark, even if I can't see Him yet. He is working on me and has bigger plans for my future than what I can see. God is begging me to trust Him right now in this season, and even though I have my reservations about it, I know it is what is best for me.

There is a quote by Morgan Harper Nichols that says "she's not afraid of the wait anymore, for she knows He will open doors beautiful and perfect in their time." I think this quote pretty much sums up what I am trying to believe for myself and my life. God knew what I was doing with my life before time even began, and if that is not a comforting thought I don't know what is.