Through the years of elementary, middle, and high schools, and college, I have not been the ladies' man. There is no secret that every guy through their lifetime would like to be a ladies' man. That sense of touch and pizazz has not touched me.....yet. But I know I can be there sooner rather than later.

But that does not change or disarray from the fact that I have not gotten the girls that I have wanted. It pains me, aches at me, angers me and irks me that I missed out on the women that I desperately wanted.

People would say that it may have been a blessing that you missed out on some of those women, but what I really missed out, is the experiences that I could have had with those women. The opportunities and times we could have shared, passed me by.

People who tell me that I will find the right one do not know what it is like to feel resentment from women, been giving the middle finger, and made me feel like a creep. They have seem to forgotten because they have just been seeing green pastures, not brown or yellow. They do not know what it feels like to be lonely sometimes, or wait for the hottest chick to make your life grandeur.

But these girls chose not to do that....which makes them suck.

But if I had the chance to decipher what went in their heads to reject me from being with them, I would conjure up these 5 questions.

1. Why do you not want this caramel delight?

I like to toot my own horn because no one else is going to do it for me. But what is wrong with this girls intellect, that they do not see how loving and caring I could be for them. I know they do not know me. But it would be nice for the girl I want, to get to know me. I am a good-looking dude with a plethora of ambition. I would be a great guy for any woman, but I am often misunderstood.

2. Why don't you girls ever text back?

You are girls are so disappointing. I would rather for you to tell me to my face, that I am not good enough to be with you or upfront and honest, that you do not want to be with me. It may come off as rude and arrogant, but it beats you giving me your number and not texting back like a B****. I just become pissed off by it. You wasted me and your time. But it feels I am always wasting my time when it comes to women.

3. What makes you choose scrubs that I see you want to be around constantly?

I just waltz around doing my dance and then I see girls want to tango with guys that I do not think have it. I mean what do they see in them that they do not see in me? It flabbergasts me that they want these trashy dudes. And it may be me being a little bit salty, but I have just as good qualities as they do. I just want to know how they get them. But Michael may never know!!!!!!!!!!

4. What goes through you all's mind as to how you view men?

I would just like to know how you view men. Do you see them as protector or a provider? Do you see them as a knight and shining armor, or prince charming? Do you see your dream guy or F*** Buddy as a guy who is on the other side of the tracks? A trouble, disturbed, but somehow caring soul.

Or is it the cliche, run of the mill BS that you all view guys as "just wanting sex from me?"

5. What or how can I do something just to be please you girls, in the way I would want to be pleased?

WHAT DO I NEED TO DO, TO BE WITH YOU WOMEN? WHAT DO I NEED TO DO, TO BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED ME, TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND CLUTCH YOU CLOSE TO MY FACE AND HEART?

HOW CAN I PLEASE YOU WOMEN, IN A WAY THAT WOULD MAKE YOU WANT TO ENRICH MY LIFE? HOW CAN GET YOU ACCEPT THAT I AM THE BEST GUY FOR YOU? HOW CAN I GET YOU TO ACCEPT THAT THOSE GUYS YOU BEEN F****** WITH ARE THE WRONG GUYS TO F*** WITH?

I AM WILLING TO CHANGE MY WAYS FOR YOU WOMEN, ONLY IF THERE IS BENEFITS IN RETURN. I WOULD ONLY DO IT IF I GOT A GUARANTEE THAT YOU WERE GOING TO GIVE ME A CHANCE TO BE WITH YOU OR GET WITH YOU.

WE DO NOT EVEN HAVE TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP, WE CAN JUST BE FWB. AND DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU ALL DO NOT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, WHEN YOU DID THE DIRTY ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION, IN VARIOUS PLACES.

BUT IN THE END, I JUST WANT TO GET THE RESPECT THAT I WANT, THROUGH MY LENSE. I JUST WANT YOU GUYS TO LOVE ME FOR ME, IN SPITE OF HOW I DO THINGS, OR I HOW I VIEW THINGS.

BUT YOU CANNOT DO IT CAN YOU? YOU ALL ARE TOO AFRAID TO LIKE WHAT IS DIFFERENT AND I AM DIFFERENT. IF MY NAME WAS SAME, I BET YOU WOULD THINK OF ME DIFFERENTLY.

I CHALLENGE ANY GOOD LOOKING GIRL TO GIVE ME A CHANCE, TO SEE THAT WOMEN ARE DIFFERENT. BUT I KNOW NO WOMAN IS GOING TO STEP UP TO THAT CHALLENGE. YOU ALL NEED TO SEE THAT I AM NOT THE GUY WHO YOU THINK I AM. I AM BETTER THAN ANY GUY.

AND LIKE I SAID BEFORE, IF YOU WOMEN GIVE ME A CHANCE, I WILL BECOME INDEBTED TO YOU WOMEN.

BUT I DO NOT SEE IT HAPPENING, UNLESS YOU WOMEN BECOME BOLD.