Girls Please Stop Obsessing Over Boys | The Odyssey Online
Start writing a post
Relationships

Girls Please Stop Obsessing Over Boys

I'm not here to judge, I too was guilty of it.

49
Girls Please Stop Obsessing Over Boys

I decided when I was younger what kind of man I wanted, and since then, I haven't stopped searching for that man. I've always been one to fall hard. Anyone who knows me knows that. Even when I wasn't searching for anything, I met someone. I knew he wasn't the right guy for me but I let the feelings sneak up on me. I didn't want them. I made excuses over and over again for this guy without even knowing it. That brought me to December. Christmas time, one of the most romantic times of the year. I kept seeing so many relationships plastered all over social media and cute date ideas I tried to force myself into a relationship that I truly wasn't happy in. It's not that I wasn't satisfied, it's just I wasn't that kind of happy you get when you're with someone and you think the world of them. I wanted to like him because I knew he was good for me, but we can't help what the heart wants and mine didn’t want him. After that ended I promised myself with the new year would come a new me. The New Year proved to be a new me. Some would argue it was a better version of me, some would argue it was a worse version of me, and others would argue that I just wasn't myself. I was on edge constantly trying to stay true to this, "new me." I wanted to show everyone I wasn't that same hopeless romantic girl that believed that there was good in everyone and didn't let her opinion be heard. I didn't want to listen to anyone or even let them think that their opinions had the power to influence my own opinions or my own actions. So for the past three months I've been this girl that just didn't care. Reflecting back, I'll share what I'm going to keep and change going forward. First of all, I'm not going to be different in the way that I sacrifice all my beliefs or my character. Second, I will listen to others opinions, but ultimately everything I'm going to do will be one hundred and ten percent my choice. Third, I will let my voice be heard, even over those voices who try to talk down to me. Fourth, I will stop looking for a guy, because I honestly don't need one right now. I never want to feel how I felt saying goodbye to a man in my past ever again. It may be inevitable in the future, but I'm traveling places right now. Literally and metaphorically traveling. I'm on this journey with my life right now where nothing is guaranteed for me. Which brings me to my final thing, I'm going to focus on me. All the drama is done for me. I was never involved in it before, but somehow recently it has come to me and I recognize that. I also recognize I'm better then petty drama. I've always been the peace keeper and I'll continue to be that girl and not the girl that drama has been clinging to recently. Things won't make sense in life. They never do. There are no guarantees for anyone. So while we're young and figuring out life, don't take things to seriously. Take a deep breath. Work hard, but play harder. Enjoy the company of your friends, because one day we will all be too busy in our own separate lives. So busy that sleepovers and card games will be hard to organize with so many different lives on different schedules. Do and live for the things that excite you and make you happy. Make memories that will last a lifetime.

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
Featured

15 Mind-Bending Riddles

Hopefully they will make you laugh.

179614
 Ilistrated image of the planet and images of questions
StableDiffusion

I've been super busy lately with school work, studying, etc. Besides the fact that I do nothing but AP chemistry and AP economics, I constantly think of stupid questions that are almost impossible to answer. So, maybe you could answer them for me, and if not then we can both wonder what the answers to these 15 questions could be.

Keep Reading...Show less
Entertainment

Most Epic Aurora Borealis Photos: October 2024

As if May wasn't enough, a truly spectacular Northern Lights show lit up the sky on Oct. 10, 2024

6728
stunning aurora borealis display over a forest of trees and lake
StableDiffusion

From sea to shining sea, the United States was uniquely positioned for an incredible Aurora Borealis display on Thursday, Oct. 10, 2024, going into Friday, Oct. 11.

It was the second time this year after an historic geomagnetic storm in May 2024. Those Northern Lights were visible in Europe and North America, just like this latest rendition.

Keep Reading...Show less
 silhouette of a woman on the beach at sunrise
StableDiffusion

Content warning: This article contains descriptions of suicide/suicidal thoughts.

When you are feeling down, please know that there are many reasons to keep living.

Keep Reading...Show less
Relationships

Power of Love Letters

I don't think I say it enough...

452134
Illistrated image of a letter with 2 red hearts
StableDiffusion

To My Loving Boyfriend,

  • Thank you for all that you do for me
  • Thank you for working through disagreements with me
  • Thank you for always supporting me
  • I appreciate you more than words can express
  • You have helped me grow and become a better person
  • I can't wait to see where life takes us next
  • I promise to cherish every moment with you
  • Thank you for being my best friend and confidante
  • I love you and everything you do

To start off, here's something I don't say nearly enough: thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart. You do so much for me that I can't even put into words how much I appreciate everything you do - and have done - for me over the course of our relationship so far. While every couple has their fair share of tiffs and disagreements, thank you for getting through all of them with me and making us a better couple at the other end. With any argument, we don't just throw in the towel and say we're done, but we work towards a solution that puts us in a greater place each day. Thank you for always working with me and never giving up on us.

Keep Reading...Show less
Lifestyle

11 Signs You Grew Up In Hauppauge, NY

Because no one ever really leaves.

23103
Map of Hauppauge, New York
Google

Ah, yes, good old Hauppauge. We are that town in the dead center of Long Island that barely anyone knows how to pronounce unless they're from the town itself or live in a nearby area. Hauppauge is home to people of all kinds. We always have new families joining the community but honestly, the majority of the town is filled with people who never leave (high school alumni) and elders who have raised their kids here. Around the town, there are some just some landmarks and places that only the people of Hauppauge will ever understand the importance or even the annoyance of.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments