From a young age I have been told that I am an old soul. I never REALLY knew what that mean't until the last few years. I've always loved talking with people older than me and I usually feel out of place with people my age. Lately, it has become more and more apparent to me. Today I googled 'old soul' and it said: "The old soul doesn't see the purpose of pursuing things that can be easily taken away from them. Additionally, old souls have little time and interest for the short-lived things in life, as they bring little meaning or long lasting fulfillment for them." This is a perfect definition. I always go for things that are much more complicated because when I finally get it, it's so worth it. I've never cared what others think or cared what others have. If you try to impress me by flaunting what you have, you will be highly disappointed. Now don't get me wrong, this isn't mean't to be rude. If my friend gets a new pair of beige booties with buckles, I'm going to be excited for her! I just realize that there are much more important things in life, like spending the day with my mom in the garden harvesting vegetables or sitting on the deck in the morning sun with a cup of french press coffee; taking in the moment and being present. Life is beautiful and it's something I try to not take for granted. Everyday is a gift and it should be acknowledged and appreciated. Now this isn't to say that I wake up everyday with a sunny disposition, someday I wake up mad, sad, or just wanting the day to be over already. But in everyday I try to find the positive, some days this is VERY hard. However, most days it is pretty easy. To me it's SO important to take into consideration the little things. All of my favorite memories are of the little things. I can remember when I was little I would go to Missoula with my grandma, on our way there she would let me go through her purse and organize it. It's so meaningless but to me it means so much, I'll never forget that time with her.
From an old soul, I'm saying to be present in your life, find what sets you on fire and burn bright. Life is a very short ride and you only have one ticket, you don't want to wake up one day and realize you have been unhappy for awhile. Change is one of the biggest causes of stress because it is inevitable and usually its not easy. But it's all about how you deal with the change you are faced with, instead of letting it overwhelm you, welcome and embrace it.
