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To The Friend I No Longer Talk To

I Hope You Are Happy With Yourself

Rachel Nicole Cianfichi
Apr 03, 2017
Keystone College
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I wish I could ask you if everything we been through for the past couple years of our life ever meant anything to you at all? I want to ask you so badly if you ever cared about our friendship? These are questions that have been running through my mind lately, but honestly I don't care to know the answer to them. You ruined a friendship and I don't think you will ever fix it nor do I want you to. You have hurt me in more ways then one, and now it is time to let go of what use to be.

You want things in this world that only happen in fantasies, movies and love stories. I can't blame you Hollywood does a really great job at sugar coating the truth from people. Well you never realized that news gets around in this small town and I heard every detail. I gave you the benefit of the doubt, nothing but trust but I guess it just wasn't good enough for you. So tell me this, are you happy with yourself?

Nothing will go back to the way it was Friday night movies, bonfires, memories that were suppose to last a lifetime. Its crazy to think that you broke my trust in the matter of few week. Are you happy with the result? You are now just a distance memory inside my mind, and all those memories we shared absolutely means nothing. Do you really think things will go back to the way they were before, you went about breaking everything with lies?

I look back on the years we spent together as friend's and I am not going to miss your irritating, down putting personality. I have grown as person and it is time for me to focus on myself, the person I want to become because life is to short for me to waiting around. I look back and their were memories I would go back to in a heart beat. As of now we no longer have the same view's as we once did. The past is the past and I am moving to better things, things that wouldn't involve you.

"You are the itch that's on my back
You are the gum under my shoe
You are the horrors of my past
You are the chill that haunts the room..."

- Front Porch Step Drown

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