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Feb 15, 2016

To My Friend With Depression,

I’m writing to you because I never hear from you anymore. And I miss you. You don’t get to let me get attached and then disappear on me. I won’t allow it. You’re my person and right now…I miss my person. I want to know that you are okay. If you need space, I can give that to you. Don’t go MIA because of your depression. I can handle you at your worse. Sure, I may have a miniature freak out on a wide range scale but only because I could’ve been helping you much longer ago. I’ll have a tantrum because I love and care about you.

I’ve resorted to writing because text messages are no longer viable ways to reach you. That and I’ve missed my chance to install a tracker on your phone. (Kidding!) I’m writing because I no longer want these words to be my own.

Some words I think you need to hear:

You are beautiful. No matter what: You. Are. Beautiful.
You are wanted.
You have a kind heart.
You have so much to offer.
You are worth more.
You are revered and adored.
Your smile is stunning.
You are noticed.
You are missed.
You are loved.

I miss us doing our ten affirmations for our better selves with each other. I miss you. Period. I really hope that you will be okay and that the little voice in your head is a warrior and continues to battle away all of those thoughts that make you sad and feel unloved. I’ll always be here as a friendly supporter and a glamazon warrior prepared to kick some butt. I love you. I miss you. I miss you smiling and stealing those never-should-be-captured moments on your phone. I miss you laughing.

I know you probably miss you too and I wish that I knew how to fix it and that depression was something I could punch in the face. I can’t tell you I know how it feels because I don’t. I do know that I hate that you feel this way. I hate that you feel this way because depression is undeserving of you. To me, Depression is undeserving of you because it’s like that sleazy significant other that doesn’t deserve you. Depression is that one jerk in the group that no one wants to hang out with but everyone lets come along because they feel bad. Depression is that dark voice that gets to live in your head and drown you with bad feelings when I want to shower you with good ones. Depression is an expert state-of-the-art thieving system because it’s stolen you.

You told me this was a journey that only you can take. Just know I’ll be here hoping and waiting for you to find our way home. Until then, I’ll leave a light on.

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1. When course schedules are released and you have a conflict between two required classes.

2. When there is only one section of a popular course.

3. Receiving the 18,000 emails reminding you to register ASAP.

4. When you need to see an advisor, but they are too busy/unresponsive.

5. Trying not to dress like a bum for your appointments with your advisors/department heads.

6. When you have a perfectly planned out schedule, and one class ruins it.

7. Carefully moving things around to accommodate a different class/section.

8. Waking up at 6:00 a.m. for your enrollment time.

9. Concocting a new schedule at your enrollment time after your original plan gets changed.

10. Getting into a class and filling the last available seat.

11. When all of your classes finally go through.

12. Realizing that you forgot a class that was a pre-requisite for everything else.

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1. When you have to provide an "interesting fact" for your first day ice-breaker.

2. When your professor is babbling on and on in his lecture.

3. When you edit your friend's paper and they get an A.

4. When it's 2 AM and you remember you have a test tomorrow.

5. When you finish taking the test and you're pretty sure you failed...

6. ...but then you get the test back and somehow passed.

7. When you've been up for 12 hours straight writing a paper.

8. And then you manage to stay awake in class the next day.

9. When you have to butter up your professor for an extra credit opportunity.

10. When you're assigned a group project.

11. And your group-mates are trying to chat about life instead of the assignment.

12. When it's your last class of the day and you're about to go home.

13. But then you remember rent is due tonight and the anger comes back.

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