It's 5:30 am

And I wonder if

Sometimes you feel

Like this too.

I wonder if,

At times,

You feel completely

Worthless

And if,

Occasionally,

You feel as though

The world would be

A better place,

Without you.

It's 5:35 am

And I wonder if

You've ever wanted

To take a blade

To your skin.

And I question,

If even when people

Are calling you,

Perfect,

You still look

In the mirror,

And see a monster.

It's 5:40 am

And I wonder if you've

Ever imagined

What your funeral

Would look like,

Or when you're

Really depressed,

If you think about

How a nuse,

Might feel around your neck.

It's 5:45 am,

And my darling,

I hope you never

Feel this way too.

It's 5:50 am lover,

I no longer wish

To breathe air

Into my lungs.

It's 5:55 am baby,

Do you know

what a struggle it is

to stay here?