Growing up I spent a lot of time with my grandma. She was the definition of super human. No matter who it was she always treated everyone with love and kindness which is something I got from her. I spent a lot of time with her and she was my best friend. I had this bond with her that is hard to understand but her and I could comprehend it perfectly. I think that is why once she passed away I felt there was a gap in my heart but I knew she was still watching over me, as my guardian angel.
To my grandma who I only got to have with me for a short amount of time, I want to thank you for everything. You have had an influence on me that is visible to everyone you knew. I want to thank you for all the hugs and kisses you gave me when I got home from school. You living with us was the best 3 years because I never felt alone because you were always just a room away from me.
It took me a long time to be okay with your passing. I wish you had been there for my sweet sixteen or my prom but I know you seen it all. I had puffy eyes for a long time, but I eventually got used to you being with me in spirit, not physically. It scared me when I thought I forgot what your perfume smelled like, but I remember by getting one of your old sweaters and I feel at ease again.
I hope I am making you proud, that is something I think about every day. I wish we would've had more time together, but God works in mysterious ways. I know I will see you again one day and it will feel like you never left us, but until then i will continue to life live just like you taught me to.
Thank you guardian angel for the many laughs, hugs, and memories. They are something I will hold dear to my heart and things i will cherish and share with my own family. I will always think of you an I may shed a tear time to time but I will always know you are protecting me and watching over me just like you did while you were here with me.
