Failure
I knew I probably wouldn't make itSo why did I even try?
They said it's better to try and fail
Than to never try at all
But I think that's wrong.
Failure is worse.
It hurts and stings the softest places in your soul
Until you are all burnt out and fall to the ground
Failure is tricky though,
No one but yourself knows what failure is to you
One persons failure could be another's success
All I know it that this failure is gut-wrenching
Unlike anything I've ever felt
It has changed me and made me hollow and empty
I don't know what to do with myself now
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to do anything at all
I am barely existing
I am an afterthought in everyone's lives
I wish I could bring myself to the forefront
But failure has always held me back.