as a child, I adored the sun
for she lit the cement streets
glowed against the calm waters
signaled for the children to play.
as a child, I despised the moon
for she triggered the horrors of the night
stark darkness against brick buildings
signaling for neon lights to buzz to life.
as I grew into an adult
the beginning rays of sunlight
disturbed my needed sleep
and gave me an uneven tan.
as I grew into an adult
the stars led me to love
and countless heartbreak.
the sun was my first love
I'm sorry to let you know
my love has turned resentful
due to shining on my hidden truths.
the moon in all sincerity
accepts my crusades in the dark
the only light I need
is the neon lights above me.