Draft 1.0: An Original Piece
Start writing a post
Health and Wellness

Draft 1.0: An Original Piece

Performed March of 2016; Not finished

22
Draft 1.0: An Original Piece
Free Dictionary

Sigmund Freud was an early proponent for the medical use of cocaine

The father of psychoanalysis swore by it to cure mental and psychical ailments

The repetition of history lurks in the shadows of the present

The desire to fill the moth holes found in our souls is staining

every campus walkway

every high school hallway

every dark alleyway

The desire to flock to and destroy anything bright in the world is found on humid back porches

And in the mind of the privileged majorities.

To what lengths will we go to mute our sadness?

I know a boy that has etched his regret into his brainstem

He forces down shots of vodka hoping the burning in his throat will cauterize the wounds left on the inside.

I know a girl whose stomach still hasn't forgiven her mind

She told me she invites the bruises on her knuckles

After a night spent next to shower drain

After a day filled with too many calories.

The first night my best friend dropped acid was not the first night she begged me to let her kill herself

The night the stars were in her veins

She kissed the devil with her tongue

The night she fell to the ground when she saw the big dipper

And she told me the treeline was coming toward her in waves

But the Stars started burning a little too bright

The tide started coming in way too fast

Then her hand, white hot and heavy danced across my face as if it wasn’t the first time

And before I could be mad,

I saw the look of pure terror in her eyes

When did we stop knowing who we are?

When did we start trying to numb what we were meant to be?

Is this what makes us strong?

Lying in the river of our scars

And undialed suicide hotlines

Compacted into every drug they do or don't prescribe

Is this what makes us strong?

Not the bones, solid and strong

That thread through our bodies like twine

My esophagus is braided in kerosene

This reality is too often times the match

And I may not be strong

But I am not weak

We are not weak

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
the beatles
Wikipedia Commons

For as long as I can remember, I have been listening to The Beatles. Every year, my mom would appropriately blast “Birthday” on anyone’s birthday. I knew all of the words to “Back In The U.S.S.R” by the time I was 5 (Even though I had no idea what or where the U.S.S.R was). I grew up with John, Paul, George, and Ringo instead Justin, JC, Joey, Chris and Lance (I had to google N*SYNC to remember their names). The highlight of my short life was Paul McCartney in concert twice. I’m not someone to “fangirl” but those days I fangirled hard. The music of The Beatles has gotten me through everything. Their songs have brought me more joy, peace, and comfort. I can listen to them in any situation and find what I need. Here are the best lyrics from The Beatles for every and any occasion.

Keep Reading...Show less
Being Invisible The Best Super Power

The best superpower ever? Being invisible of course. Imagine just being able to go from seen to unseen on a dime. Who wouldn't want to have the opportunity to be invisible? Superman and Batman have nothing on being invisible with their superhero abilities. Here are some things that you could do while being invisible, because being invisible can benefit your social life too.

Keep Reading...Show less
Featured

19 Lessons I'll Never Forget from Growing Up In a Small Town

There have been many lessons learned.

70747
houses under green sky
Photo by Alev Takil on Unsplash

Small towns certainly have their pros and cons. Many people who grow up in small towns find themselves counting the days until they get to escape their roots and plant new ones in bigger, "better" places. And that's fine. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought those same thoughts before too. We all have, but they say it's important to remember where you came from. When I think about where I come from, I can't help having an overwhelming feeling of gratitude for my roots. Being from a small town has taught me so many important lessons that I will carry with me for the rest of my life.

Keep Reading...Show less
​a woman sitting at a table having a coffee
nappy.co

I can't say "thank you" enough to express how grateful I am for you coming into my life. You have made such a huge impact on my life. I would not be the person I am today without you and I know that you will keep inspiring me to become an even better version of myself.

Keep Reading...Show less
Student Life

Waitlisted for a College Class? Here's What to Do!

Dealing with the inevitable realities of college life.

132363
college students waiting in a long line in the hallway
StableDiffusion

Course registration at college can be a big hassle and is almost never talked about. Classes you want to take fill up before you get a chance to register. You might change your mind about a class you want to take and must struggle to find another class to fit in the same time period. You also have to make sure no classes clash by time. Like I said, it's a big hassle.

This semester, I was waitlisted for two classes. Most people in this situation, especially first years, freak out because they don't know what to do. Here is what you should do when this happens.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments