We've all had that one relationship that just killed us. If you're lucky, you haven't had to deal with this several times because it's not fun. It's hard and it's painful. However, even though I had my heart broken, I never once regretted our time together.
Before things went downhill, we had a really good relationship. We had fun together, we laughed, we played, we enjoyed each other's company.
But then one day, things just weren't the same anymore.
Apparently, it was time for the relationship to end. You felt that you didn't need me in your life anymore. That crushed me. We were so close and it scared me to not have you in my life anymore.
You broke my heart.
Life went on though. I dealt with the struggle for awhile, but one day I woke up and I realized that you were put in my life on a temporary basis and that was it. You had a purpose for being placed in my life, and once you fulfilled that purpose, it was time for each of us to move on to bigger and better things.
You broke my heart the day you decided to leave, but I don't regret the time we shared together.
We drove around, we watched Netflix, we went on dates, we FaceTimed each other, we spent time with each other's families, we played at the playground like we were 5 year olds, we loved each other. But we weren't supposed to stay in each other's lives forever.
I don't regret any of our decisions. We had a good time together. We taught each other things that we will carry with us for the rest of our lives. We made so many memories. I will never forget the good times we had and the laughs we shared.
It's just time for each of us to move on. Like Clay Jensen said to Hannah Baker, "I love you and I let you go."
So even though you broke my heart. Even though it was hard to move on. Even though you sometimes act like you don't care. Even though you've changed into a different person for the worst...I don't regret dating you. Not for a second.