Decisions, Decisions | The Odyssey Online
Start writing a post
Lifestyle

Decisions, Decisions

I guess never realized growing up and receiving the gift of having options would simultaneously bring a curse of having to choose between my options.

14
Decisions, Decisions
Flickr

Last night I was in my lobby enjoying a Nintendo game station with a group of friends and as I tried to decide which of the four colors to make my Mario character, I was actually just avoiding some very big decisions I have to make in my near future. As a junior in college, one of these decisions is the ever looming “what am I going to do for the rest of my life” decision. (Shout out to Mom and Dad for waiting ever patiently for my definite answer!) Having to choose my next step out of a list of options can bring such an intense anxiety, and I think it’s because I understand that with each decision, I take another step toward my future. Not that I’m afraid of the future or that I don’t want to grow up, I’m honestly excited; what I believe I’m worried about though is making a “wrong” decision. I can’t help but think “what if this is a wrong step?” I guess never realized growing up and receiving the gift of having options would simultaneously bring a curse of having to choose between my options.

I was recently told that, on average, each person makes about 70 decisions a day. Do you know how many that adds up to in just one year? 25,500; that’s how many. I realize there are different degrees of decisions. But I mean let’s just start with the basics…

Favorite movie? I could list a handful of titles that come close, but I couldn’t decide on one.

Favorite song? I can tell you my top favorite from each of 5 genres, but I couldn’t narrow it down any further than that.

Favorite food? Please don’t joke like that.

Realize that while any one answer to any of these does not make up my whole character. However, it is the accumulation of decisions that does; the 70 decisions makes up your day, the 25,500 makes up your year, and they all eventually add up to make your life and reflect your character and values.. In light of this, think of how hard is it for me to make decisions concerning the rest of my life, or at least extended immediate future.

So lately I’ll admit I’ve been struggling with anxiety and have had a heavy heart about the topic of “my future,” but then grace hit me in one incredible question.

How big is your God?

Think about it.

Is your God big enough to move through a wrong decision you make? because the God I know threw down fire from heaven and set an offering, one that had been literally soaking in buckets and buckets of water, mightily ablaze.

Is your God big enough to love you when you mess up? Because the God I know moves from grace to grace and died on a cross, not just knowing the mistakes of the world, but for the mistakes of the world.

The God I know can take the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th best options and do incredible things and still work out his will.

The God I know is so big, so powerful, so loving, and surrounds us with his grace.

Right now that’s all I can focus on; being surrounded by his grace and mercy. Because then it’s okay if the decision I make isn’t the “best” decision; it can be redeemed by God if it’s not.

So what have I decided? I’ve decided to take each step in line with the Spirit, continue to love God and love others more and more every day, and respond to the call of cruciformity as to allow my life to be shaped by the cross, while knowing him and being known by him as he surrounds me with grace.

In this, I believe I am fulfilling his will for my life; any of the small choices the world asks I make, though important and necessary, will never hinder his plan, and I will not let these choices overwhelm me into forgetting the grace that surrounds me.

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
Student Life

A Few Thoughts Every College Freshman Has

The transition into adulthood is never easy

17313
Mays Island
Courtney Jones

Today I started my third week of college at Minnesota State Moorhead. I have survived welcome week, finding my classes on the first day, and being an awkward loner in the dining hall. Even though I have yet to be here for a month, I have already experienced many thoughts and problems that only a new college student can relate to.

Keep Reading...Show less
Students walking on a sunny college campus with trees and buildings.

"Make sure to get involved when you're in college!"

We've all heard some variation of this phrase, whether it came from parents, other family members, friends, RAs, or college-related articles. And, like many clichés, it's true for the most part. Getting involved during your college years can help you make friends, build your resume, and feel connected to your campus. However, these commitments can get stressful if you're dealing with personal issues, need to work, or aren't sure how to balance classes and everything else going on during the semester.

Keep Reading...Show less
Relationships

9 Reasons Why Friends Are Essential In College

College without friends is like peanut butter without jelly.

7405
Bridgaline Liberati and friends
Bridgaline Liberati

In college, one of the essential things to have is friends. Yes, textbooks, a laptop, and other school supplies are important but friends are essential. Friends are that support system everybody needs. The more friends you have the better the support system you have. But you also have someone to share experiences with. And don’t settle for just one or two friends because 8 out of 10 times they are busy and you are studying all alone. Or they have other friend groups that do not include you. Don’t settle for just one or two friends; make as many friends as you can. After the first couple of weeks of college, most friend groups are set and you may be without friends.

Keep Reading...Show less
Lifestyle

The Power of Dressing Up

Why it pays to leave the hoodie at home.

5440
sneakers and heels
Sister | Brother Style - Word Press

For a moment your world is spinning. The phone alarm has just scared you awake and you’re flooded by daunting thoughts of the day ahead. You have three assignments due and little time to work on them because of your job. You’re running late because you’ve hit snooze one to many times after yesterday’s long hours. You dizzily reach for a hoodie, craving its comfort, and rush for a speedy exit, praying you will have time to pick up coffee. Does this sound familiar?

Keep Reading...Show less
Entertainment

11 Signs You Live At The Library As Told by 'Parks And Recreation'

A few signs that you may live in the library whether you'd like to admit it or not.

4732
brown wooden book shelves with books

Finals week is upon us. It is a magical time of year during which college students everywhere flock to the library in attempt to learn a semester's worth of knowledge in only a week. For some students, it's their first time in the library all semester, maybe ever. Others have slaved away many nights under the fluorescent lights, and are slightly annoyed to find their study space being invaded by amateurs. While these newbies wander aimlessly around the first floor, hopelessly trying to find a table, the OGs of the library are already on the third floor long tables deep into their studies. Here is a few signs that you may live in the library, whether you'd like to admit it or not.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments