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To Death, The One That Continues To Take

A poem for the sisters that have broken so many hearts.

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To Death, The One That Continues To Take
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I forgot how much I've always hated hospitals.

The smell alone is enough to make me nauseated,

and when I leave them, it feels like

death is clinging to my skin

while sadness dances on my shoulders

and disease whispers in my ears.

It's been two years since I've been in one.

Two years since I bid adieu

to beeping machines,

and nurses named Hannah,

who tried to offer comfort

to the girl who just wanted another night

on the couch with her father by her side,

dozing off to a basketball game on tv.

Death is so cruel.

Doesn't even knock.

Just opens the door and comes in,

sits in your favorite chair,

and asks for tea.

Drinks it slowly,

never breaking eye contact,

never caring that you are yelling

"Leave!"

"Fight!"

And when it is done,

done pulling every fiber of hope you have

out by the roots

with its cold fingers,

it rises like a shadow,

and exits leaving nothing but a silent breath

hanging in the air.

I lied when I said I was ready to say goodbye.

That it was okay for you to let go.

The truth is,

I was never ready to be the girl without a father.

To look at you as a memory.

To find alternatives for a father daughter dance at my wedding.

To say "You would have loved my dad".

No one deserves the pain

of permanent goodbyes.

And for this I say life is just as cruel

as its sister death.

It brings people in your life

that open up your heart in ways

you never thought possible.

Makes you fall in love

with otherwise mundane moments,

only for its sister the reaper to claim them back.

You are terrifying twins,

whose agenda I do not understand.

Who continue to break my heart.

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