Dear ex best friend,

First of all, I miss you. I miss our sleepovers that would some times last for a week or even longer. We would stay up late just laughing about nothing because we thought everything was funny at 3 in the morning. I miss how we used to show up at each other's houses because we missed one another. We had a relationship as if we were in a relationship. The best relationship I've ever had by the way. I miss our movie nights where we would order in Chinese food and drink soda as if it were a drug.

Remember all the fun times we used to have? The times where we could just be walking home from school and we would have the most fun just being our dumb weird selves. We would have art nights in my creepy basement because we're creative geniuses. Remember when I tried to teach you how to do cartwheels? What a fail. You were my number one fan during my one whole year of softball and sit in pouring down rain with my mom just to watch me. We would play the wii and play just dance 'til late in the morning even though we were so horrible at it. We would play spoons on New Years Eve because we were losers and had nothing else to do.

I miss how close we used to be. Even though we would sit in silence on social media, we still liked each others company because we would show each other memes and laugh until we couldn't breathe. We used to send Snapchats to each other or text each other funny things even though we were sitting 2 inches away from each other. I still don't know how til this day we could sleep on your twin size bed with so much extra room we called the "abyss".

Even when nobody else understood what I was saying you always knew exactly what I said because we had that weird connection. I miss our Wednesday traditions. We would go to school and after school we would walk home to your house, fill our mouths with snacks and hang out and then your dad would make us food, mostly chicken tenders because we have an unhealthy obsession. We would then go to Youth Group and hang out there until 9 o'clock because we were those cool kids who stayed late and everyone loved to hang out with us. I miss just knowing no matter what I always had, you there to text when I had drama or that person to go and just sleep over for 2 weeks because we never got tired or each other and even when we did we got over it because someone did something stupid like dance and spit coke out everywhere.

I miss my bestfriend.

Sincerely,

The bestfriend who misses you.