The hardest thing Dad, is I thought there was more time for us. All of the things I wish I could've said to you go through my mind all day long. I can't stop thinking about you and the time we no longer have.

I wish we'd had a proper goodbye. All the things I wish I had said before you left are still heavy on my mind. I'm waiting for that chance that now will never come.

I hope what they say is true. I'm holding onto the hope that you now know how much I loved you. How much I miss you. How incredibly angry, guilty and sorry I am that there just wasn't enough time for us.

Thank you for teaching me to be myself no matter what people think. Thank you for teaching me how important it is to take care of others. Thank you for teaching me how to be strong. Most importantly, thank you for giving me my best friends, my sisters.

I miss you now more than I've ever missed you my entire life. We've had our ups and downs but I miss and love you so much.